↞ 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗶𝘀 𝗮𝗻 𝗘𝘅𝗽𝗹𝗼𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 ↠

We learn how to be a courageous explorer when working with plant medicines. We allow ourselves to be taken, to be shown places of consciousness that we never new existed. In doing so, we let our construct of reality slip aside to discover something new.

When we return to normal waking life, we bring this explorer's attitude with us. We explore what we learned and what meaning it has for us in our lives, each and every day. We live into the answers.

The exploration of consciousness is truly INFINITE. When coming back to life, here are a few practices for continuing the exploration

𝗜𝗻𝗾𝘂𝗶𝗿𝘆 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗖𝘂𝗿𝗶𝗼𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘆
Deepening into both the experience during the plant medicine journeys AND what is arising now.  Write, paint, draw how these questions answer themselves.
~ What meaning does the experience (in the plant medicine journey or in life) have for you?
~ What emotions are arising? What do they connect to in your life?
~ What are the sensations in your body? What do they connect to?
~ What thoughts and beliefs are arising?
~ What do you see, how to you feel about the relationships in your life?
~ What do you sense about your energetic patterns?
~ How does being connected to spirit, your higher wisdom or true essence support you? How does it feel to you?
~ What are you passionate about? Where does your heart light up?
~ What changes do you see possible? What do you need to support those changes?

𝗘𝗺𝗯𝗼𝗱𝗶𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁
Getting fully into your body - through movement - such as dancing, running, yoga, qi gong- energy work, bodywork, massage, abhyanga (or other self-massage). This allows the energy to move, to settle in on deeper levels into your human being.

𝗡𝗮𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗘𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗵 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗲
Allowing yourself to be completely absorbed into nature - meditating, feeling the elements, the plants, the living breathing beings all around. Hiking, camping, sitting by the ocean, climbing a mountain. Make sure to take enough time to allow the mind to rest and relax. Open to receive the nourishment of the Earth.

Right now, I am offering 4 sessions (1 month) Private 1:1 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗣𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 + 𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 sessions available at a discount through September 6, 2021. Please message me if you could use this type of support!

This fall, we will start again, the 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗖𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 - a 4-month Community Integration group. If this interests you, please let me know! There is usually a waitlist, and I want you to know when you can register.

Sending many blessings,
Jaime

The pathway was cut out before us, and now we have access to bring the information and energy coded in the experience back. Without honoring an integration process, we can lose that information, as it can slip back into the unconscious. It can reappear at a later time, when it’s needed. And learning to integrate altered states can help us regain the pieces of ourselves so that we may live from wholeness now.

The process of sharing during the integration time is a foundational part of the plant work. The plants themselves live in a vibrant ecosystem - where every living thing impacts other living things. The plants are often teaching us about and helping us heal our relationships - to family, friends, community, and the Earth. By sharing our process in integration, we have the opportunity to fine-tune what we learned in the ceremony or the experience. We receive reflection, so that we can see ourselves more clearly.  We also are blessed to be connected with other humans who are also on similar human journeys, with similar human struggles and joys. Right after working with plant medicines, is a potent time - it can be sensitive and tender, or confusing, or energizing and joyous. Sharing and deepening into what's arising with support is invaluable.

Messages and teachings that come in in altered states are incredibly enlightening - and they can often be interpreted differently after the ceremony. The challenge can arise when  the ego identifies completely with the experience.

"The Medicine told me....to move to this country, to get married, to quit my job, that I am God/evil/will save the world, that the shaman is God/evil/will save the world, that the world is going to end, etc..."

But the ego latches onto a teaching that was spiritual - beyond the ego. Most of these revealings require a deeper exploration once out of the medicines strong influence. This deeper exploration is the true work, the development of your own true wisdom - integrating the spiritual into the human form. Unpacking these experiences with someone you trust to hold you to really discover your own truth, brings the incredible gifts of working with plant medicines through the body-mind and into your life.

I am offering 4 sessions (1 month) Private 1:1 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗣𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 + 𝗜𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 sessions available at a discount through September 6, 2021. Please message me if you could use this type of support!

This fall, we will start again, the 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝗠𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗰𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗖𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲 - a 4-month Community Integration group. If this interests you, please let me know! There is usually a waitlist, and I want you to know when you can register.

Sending many blessings,
Jaime

The current hype around plant medicines, frog medicines, and psychedelics is unparalleled. With so much energy going into their promotion - some legally and some not - of these substances as "cure alls" - it's not easy to discern if they are right for you, and when, and what setting.

Most of us don't grow up learning to listen to ourselves, and which way to go in our decision making. We often follow in the well-traveled trail, the paths our friends or family are going, what the government allows, what medical science "proves" or what's the latest hip thing to do. We don't even realize that we are only following those around us in our cultural conditioning, because we haven't learned to truly listen to ourselves - our internal guidance, our spirit, or our own higher wisdom.

I have heard many times the exclamation after a ceremony - "This was the most amazing experience ever. I have to get my mom, dad, bother, sister, grandma and all my friends, to do it." Yes, it may benefit them too, but are they really up for the many years of spiritual awakening, healing and integration that may follow? Or are they so tapped in already to their own path and ways of growing and unfolding that are working for them? I see that the desire to bring our communities into profound healing with medicines is one of care and love. And yet, it also takes awareness that the healing and spiritual journey of us humans can take many many forms. Honoring the decision of others for what is right for them is best support founded in love and understanding that you can offer.

This has been a discussion with a few clients and personally in the recent weeks - how to listen to when is the right time. For myself, after a long (pandemic) time of refraining from community ceremonies (except for Peru), I decided to not partake. It was a long process to feel into whether it was the right thing for me. I came to a clearing that it was not. The inner process I was working with was going well. I was learning new internal tools and releasing old beliefs in my daily life. I was still integrating my dieta from March, and I was closing a bobinsana dieta for others at the same time as the ceremonies. I was aware that integration is a process that happens in it's own timing, and I needed more space for integration of all that's been happening in life. Tapping into the connection with the spirit of the medicine, I felt its wisdom and power, and also the knowing it had something for me, when I was ready. But there was no rush, as I can work in other ways until it's time.

When we truly tap in, we get to know the inner landscape of our being, of our soul. We get to learn to listen to the inner voices, the guidance, the spirit of the medicines - are we feel into the best decision for us at the right time.

If you would like some support in listening - to your spirit and the spirit of the medicines- and navigating relationship with these medicines, please reach out. I have a few openings this summer for 1:1 integration support and mentorship.

⫸ ♡ ⫷

Many Blessings,
Jaime

Plant medicines, frog medicines, psychedelics are not a cure all. They can support us miraculously with long holding stuck energies, emotions, physical ailments, thought patterns, and traumas and create profound connection to our spiritual selves. But working with them over and over can clog our energetic systems - they can hit, and actually reinforce something, or strengthen some unwanted part or experience. I see this is when people return over and over - just hoping to get somewhere "better." Sometimes, they can break through again. However, there's always more that will arise. That's what it means to be human! We have layers upon layers of consciousness and energy that can be cleared and healed. We are meant to be evolving beings, continuing to learn at each step of the journey. We are meant to learn how to be with ourselves, reach out to others for support, live a fully human life, connect with spirit on-goingly for guidance. The fully healed human is not a real thing.

We are empowered beings in this journey. These incredible medicines can support and teach us in learning how to be empowered. But they will not do it all for us. By hitting a challenging space, returning to these medicines hoping for an answer over and over, we are giving our power away. The medicines won't give us what we want, as life isn't designed to fit our ego's desires. Often these medicines bring to the surface things that are reflected like a mirror back to us to that we can truly see ourselves. It's up to us to make the shifts we desire.

Instead of pushing ahead for more, if we pause, take a break, integrate, learn tools and practices to support us, and choose to work at a slower pace, we can start to see the true beauty and power of the medicines. They uplift us and support us in much much deeper ways. They are here to bring us fully into the world shift we all feel is coming. Us, in our imperfect human capacities. But we have to go deep. There is no rush to the finish line. There is no finish line, and rushing isn't the vibration of the medicines and their power. The human experience is meant to be a journey, gathering wisdom along the way. Let's honor the work of the medicines, by also doing our own work in our lives.

We put them in our bodies, and we assimilate them physically. Ingesting them is powerful, but the healing works more magnificently on the spiritual level. The wisdom and consciousness of a plant contains a whole universe that can reconnect us to the original place of healing.

We don't have to actually ingest these plants to tap into their wisdom. We can also call on them in spirit - inviting their special gifts to come support, guide and heal. Developing a relationship with a plant is like developing a relationship with a person - it requires a mutual respect, reverence, and communication. The plants won't be able to come support us unless we ask. As we offer our deepest gratitude from our hearts for being reconnected to our wholeness, we take part in reciprocity. The laws of the universe - what goes around comes around. We are in the cycle of life. 

All things are connected in spirit, all things are spirit, and yet, we have the incredible opportunity to learn the unique gifts of the spirit of the plants each in our own way.

How are you connected to the spirit of plants?

Hi plant lovers!

I just wanted to share with you a conversation I had with Michael Sung (of Dieta of Teacher Plants and Trees - www.plantdieta.org) and Minna Pyhälä (a facilitator and integration group leader from Finland).
 
We explore in depth the many challenges of integration in the plant medicine path. As Western students of plant medicine in the traditional Amazonian ways, we are in new territory, exploring the cross-sections of cultures and consciousness, and we don’t have the path all laid out for us. 

It's a rich conversation (split into 2 parts) that touches on the differences of cultures, dieta work, shadow work, non-attachment, returning to self for inner guidance, working with projections, black magic, the invaluable experience of integration support and much more.
 
Hope you enjoy, and I'd love to hear any comments or thoughts!

Many blessings,
Jaime

If video does not appear here, check it out on this link: https://fb.watch/5leH69B7rO/

If video does not appear here, check it out on this link: https://fb.watch/5ldNRIWzBJ/

In that first ceremony, I heard, felt, and experienced the sensation "You are going to be here for a while." I had no idea what that entailed. A few days later, when the the retreat began and there was an option to do a plant diet, I found myself saying yes. I was totally unprepared, but something about the place, the people, and the plants all felt right. 

The curandero gave me bobinsana, and I was told it would help me get out of my head, and into my emotions. I drank it 3 times/day. The flavor was unlike anything I'd had before - like drinking the jungle herself - rich, bitter, but filled with vibrancy, aliveness, and a sort of magic.

After the first few days, I started to notice what felt like an infusion of water in my body. My awareness was on the fluidity of energies moving in my tissues, and in between my cells. I became more buoyant, and felt less dense. My emotional state shifted into a deep melancholy and grief. I felt like I was being held under water, like I couldn't quite come up for a proper gasp of air, but I had just enough to keep on digging deeper.  It was a complex experience, one that I'd never had - emotions, energy, and awareness shifting on many levels throughout the day. The nighttime dreams were vibrant, palpable and had a loving, care-taking quality. I felt the energy of the bobinsana was looking after me, guiding me on a journey into a place I didn't know.

With my mental habitual patterns that many of us Westerners have, I thankfully had an adventurous spirit and a deep curiosity leading the way. I surrendered and let go, I felt the ocean of emotions that were arising on the surface of my consciousness - mostly those that had been buried since childhood or were connected to things beyond my reach. Not always knowing the specifics, the emotional imprints were ready to be felt and released. I also released showing up the way I "should" in front of other people - no more composure for the sake of composure. I entered a world that was tender and necessary - it felt like it had been waiting for me. I finally returned to parts of myself that I'd forgotten. All the while, feeling the infinite love and mysterious presence of a plant. 

I remember lying on a huge rock in the middle of the river under the jungle canopy in the afternoon of day 5. Everything turned into the flowing river - my awareness was like water, it WAS the water - my mind, my body, all became one with the rushing water beneath me. It felt deeply cleansing, and the question arose - where did "I" go? Was I going to disappear and never return? With the question, also came the awareness of the comfort and perfection - whatever was happening, it felt amazing and right on time.

In the days leading up to the close of the diet, I noticed my heart. It wasn't a place I normally focused attention, but it was pulsating, expanding, and very much alive. The grief was turning into a deep love for everything - not only that which I'd experienced here and in life, but the pure joy of being alive, the intelligence of the jungle, the wonders of the universe. Love just was a state of being. (This was a sweet augmentation to an experience in the 3rd ayahuasca ceremony I ever had, where I'd been floating in a pool of water, of love, and a deep knowing I was completely held.) I was returning home, again.

Closing the diet, this emotional state in my heart only continued to radiate and continue growing. Reconnecting with others who were also in the diet afterwards, was like being reborn. New ways of interacting were fresh and deeply nourishing.

The integration process that followed brought more healing, learning and connection in ways beyond what I thought was possible. I ended up staying for a couple of months, returning to San Francisco and packing up my apartment, to return again. I'd fallen in love with the plants and my heart needed to follow the journey with them. Whatever was in store, my adventurous soul was ready.

If you feel called to meet bobinsana, I have a small intimate group starting next week (read more here). You are also welcome to request privately guided support with this and other plants at any time.

Many blessings,
Jaime

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