Speaking our truths is not easy. We have to dig deep to uncover the lies we tell ourselves, to see ourselves where we aren't in alignment with our truth.
Last week, the Supreme Court decision sent a wave through the entire world. I personally, wanted to stay in my lane, focus on what's in front of me, and not get lost in the wave. However, it hit deeper than I thought. I couldn't avoid being impacted. The wave hit the collective, which I am part of, resonated in my subconscious and uprooted ancient beliefs and emotions stored there.
At the root of it all, 𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙩 𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙖𝙛𝙚. My nervous system let me know that deep within, I felt a fear of being alive. That at any moment, my sovereignty and my life may be taken from me. Consciously, I knew the fear of death was not logical given the situation. But the body stores and feels what's there. I had to get clear on my truth - that there was fear living deep within me.
I had to speak the truth, first to myself. Then to see what teaching it has for me in my life right now. How does feeling unsafe inform who I am? Will I continue to let it unconsciously direct my life? My words, my actions, my choices? Will I still play small to avoid being seen? So that I am safe?
Taking a deep look at this, instead of turning to feeling victimized, or blaming, is sitting in the 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣. Alchemizing the experience into clarity, so I can make choices in how I want to live my life. What's been clear is this - guiding others, especially women, to find their truths, to trust themselves beyond the culture, to embody the power and wisdom of the feminine is very much needed now. And I am choosing to walk in that direction.
We have a 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗲 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘀 this week - 𝗨𝗻𝘃𝗲𝗶𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗛𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻 - 𝗣𝗹𝗮𝗻𝘁𝘀, 𝗦𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗼𝘄 𝗪𝗼𝗿𝗸 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗦𝗮𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗙𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗲. We will talk about a tool for bringing the unconscious to light, so that we can reclaim feminine wisdom and power. It's journey that we are all on collectively, whether we directly experience it or not.
Look forward to seeing you there!
Protectress of Mother Earth, Intuitive, Shamanic Energy Medicine, Sacred Plant Medicine Integration, Soul Adventurer